As past memories especially during my earliest times flood in from the deepest receßes of my memory lobe, i find myself spiralling further into a well of insanity.
These memories include grave mistakes, being drugged against my will, lies told by my mother and even more shit. Most of ye cannot for the lives of you understand why a mother would want to incite her children against their father but this is abundantly clear to me now, more so after i explained away the subelementary and primordial levels of physics on YouTube. The mental exercise must've unlocked all that had been repreßed. It might be heaven for some, but for me it is hell.